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Facade that seems real.
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http://endure-the-unseen.blogspot.com Tears of frustration, she held within So tied down, she's suffocating The mask she wears to hide it all Those suppressed hurts behind the wall Too held up in things, the world passed Oblivious to her hurts inside One day, she finally gave up Sink into despondency Nobody cares, she's torn apart She wanted to become a star Shinning in the sky for others Looking down from the sky Looking back at all the past that happened The tears she cried The hidden feelings she's never shown She wonders if there's really love She wonders if she is worth being loved She wonders if there will be a day where she can fall madly in love Maybe its love Only when there's forever her story Sunday, June 17, 2007! the next day, we had quiet time n breakfast together as a group. we also had sermon for the rest of the day one in the morning, one at night. den during our free time,we played badminton for a while then prepare for our performance. after that we had lunch. the adults say must draw lot see sit where. after lunch, we stayed in the dorm to play cards, cos after that is outing. den we went to many places.we went to the tea place to see how the tea leaves get collected. the route there was very very scary. there got many turns n is like the side got no protection. anytime will fall one.after the tea, we went to the rose garden n see.. there got many many flowers. very beautiful. after that we went back to the gospal hall n had dinner followed by the sermon, discussion, tea break n sleep.. the next day also same. only we din go for outing, we had games n for games, we all had different groups n got one thing we suppose to do is to do some thing like make over liddat but is to deco a person. n cos the small boy in my group dun want, i had to do it.. so no choice. but some ppl.. very wad lor. just becos they adults must listen??? is crap lor.. den after the thing, cos i really cannot take it, den ___ lor.. n wen xin was very scared.. but is not really her fault so i wasn't angry with her.i dun understand why adults like to force ppl to do things they dun like. den later xh jj sat there with me. den yu lian laoshi come n ask me wad happen.. i din say but she say i go call group leader come k? but i not angry with her.. is with some ___ person..we had dinner n sermon after that like in the morning. the next day, we had quiet time,breakfast n cos our group's turn on duty so we got to arrange the things for the breakfast,lunch n dinner. after dinner was sermon den during our free time, we played cards n badminton for a while den prepare for the performance at night. we had dinner after our preparation n we went out to different places. we went to the cactus place to see. there got many many plants, got beautiful n ugly one.. haha. Then we went to the strawberry place n had strawberry ice-cream..den we went to the honey place. there got many bees in boxes n there is goose also. very big never see before. after that, we went back to the gospal hall.. when we went back, we bath, played for a while n had dinner. after dinner was our performance. it was quite scary at first but WE WON!!! haha. =) cw very happy.. all of us very happy.. we have to act again when we go back to church.. n that was the last night so we were allowed to stay up as late as we want. we at first only thought of staying until 1am.. we talk talk talk abt many things.at first i very sleepy then after a while dunno why okay already.. den we talk talk talk abt many things.. things that happen around us n wad we think abt things.. we din know talk until so late.. we talk till 3 plus den really cannot le den went back to our rooms to sleep. oh ya, there got many many many insects.. got very huge lizards, got many moths, butterful,bees, beetles.. almost everything.. n is all huge ones... not those we normally see.. that night when we left, we open the door den got shocked.. got really many moths. big small.. all.. me xh n my sister faster run back.. haha.. then next morning we all very tired, sleepy cos we slept very late. but we still have to leave so no choice.. we took photos den pack all our luggages n walk down the stairs.. the stairs i walk many many times already.. is very tiring..exercise.. haha. when have to leave, i felt a little unwilling cos it has been after all 5 days there.. memories.. n i have decided to not think abt it anymore. let go of it totally. no more hope. studies more important. wad i want to tell __ is if u really cannot accept it, just dun think abt wad we all have abt our theories.. just let it past.. take it as we din say it before.. we will all grow up n things will become more n more different.. |
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