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http://endure-the-unseen.blogspot.com Tears of frustration, she held within So tied down, she's suffocating The mask she wears to hide it all Those suppressed hurts behind the wall Too held up in things, the world passed Oblivious to her hurts inside One day, she finally gave up Sink into despondency Nobody cares, she's torn apart She wanted to become a star Shinning in the sky for others Looking down from the sky Looking back at all the past that happened The tears she cried The hidden feelings she's never shown She wonders if there's really love She wonders if she is worth being loved She wonders if there will be a day where she can fall madly in love Maybe its love Only when there's forever her story Thursday, December 11, 2008! 7th dec 2008-sunday it was the first day of our camp and i was really excited and worried at the same time cos of the booklet and stuff but i was just praying that all would go well and that Jiesi could make it on time cos i din know whether i could go through the camp things with the rest.. but it turned out okay.. everyone who dint take part in the play helped in cleaning up the place we had to sleep even though they din really want to but i really think it was nice of them.. cos they cleaned and mopped all the rooms that they are not sleeping in.. we had our opening for the camp den we went through the rules and stuff.. our camp goal? was smth like to learn more abt having the faith, 能力, learning to serve one another.. and it was our first session of (如何策划） by woon liang.. it really helped me cos we had to prepare for the topic on the last day den i was still like not prepared and i had no idea how i should present it or 策划 the thing..we ended at 10 plus den bath.. den they had to sleep by 11 plus.. me, jiesi, hongting, yufei,mohli stayed up till quite late to do our planning for the next day.. me and jiesi were planning for the games and a little on the amazing race.. den we slept at abt 3 plus.. 8th dec 2008-monday woke up at 6 plus 7 den got ready for P.T.. they played captain's ball.. den we had Q.T on (完全降服） from 罗马书12：1-16.. i had QT with hui qi.. den we had breakfast and cos the previous day my grp(me, hui min, hui qi, guo jing, hong ting and woon liang) won so we got to eat (Nutella)<- was only for the winning grp for the previous day.. den it was the next session on (如何崇拜和领诗） by hong ting.. actually from this session i also learnt alot.. eg. like we should choose the songs that can touch others and that we should focus when we 敬拜.. the games he did was also very fun.. the flying things around the screen.. haha.. we had bible games after the session and it was lead by yin pei.. it was quite fun cos had to test how much we know abt our bible stories and stuff.. den we had lunch and it was the next session on (如何灵修和祷告） by hwee weng.. abt 灵修 mostly was wad we learnt from lessons and 如何祷告 we learn how during lessons also.. but it was a revision thing for me cos i dun always follow accordingly.. it did help me too.. den we had games.. it was done by jie si and me.. we played games like wacko, den wei dao always lose.. haha. 3 ppl had to do a forefit and it was to make at least 3 ppl laugh out loud but they could not really do so.. but i saw that many of them wanted to laugh but all 忍 not to laugh.. lol.. it was abt 5 plus den it was shower time and free time for some.. den we had dinner.. den we had 如何查经（1） by yu fei.. it was the method that our class learn before during lesson last time.. it was the 归纳法查经 method.. we got to try out and apply it to verses so it was good for me.. at least it could help me rmb wad was taught.. den we had to clean up and QT on (别当骑墙派）, it was about our sin and that we should bury our old self and be a new person to glorify our lord.. den we prayed for the organisations that we were supporting.. den SUPPER!! dunno why this camp like forever hungry one.. maybe use too much energy already.. haha. the first day i was stress and worried so couldn't eat much.. but the other days i was like hungry half the time.. haha. after supper den all suppose to sleep already.. me, jiesi,mohli and hwee weng stayed up to do other stuff.. the rest could rest cos their sessions were over.. but it was super funny that night.. i laugh until my stomach cramp.. that mohli keep saying it sounds like we're at the beach.. den jiesi video-ed wad happen and wad we heard.. really.. it was SUPER FUNNY!!! LOL.. (= den me and jiesi continued to plan for the amazing race for the next day.. but we were like tired until going to fall asleep so we went back to the house to sleep at abt 2 plus 3.. 9th dec 2008-tuesday same thing.. woke up.. P.T.. Q.T on （生命的层次）of which level do we think we are and abt the holy spirt in us, leading and guiding our way.. den breakfast.. we won the previous day but we (cherry) grp gave our nutella to the other grp.. to jie si's kiwi grp.. cos is like if not they'll not get to eat it cos left one breakfast only.. den it was the next session on 如何查经（2） by mohli.. it was the verse to verse method.. which was also known as the (茉莉法）.. haha.. it was the method that we use in class during lesson so it was also a revision for me.. of how to apply it more often when reading the bible.. den we had games.. den lunch and another session by yaowei on （如何分享福音与见证） i learnt alot on how to 分享福音 cos' he taught us the 生命桥 which i think really helps when telling others abt the gospel..it was the amazing race after that.. me and jie si were worried whether they would like know where the right place is to go.. we prayed that nothing would go wrong and everything turned out okay.. even though everyone's face was like red and sweating.. den we went to giant to buy our steamboat ingredients and took bus back to church.. we had steamboat for dinner and jing wen and kayla joined us.. haha. it was funny cos cedric and kayla hold hands and alot of ppl were like haha.. see they hold hands leh.. so cute.. haha.. that kind of thing.. cos like babies hold hands together.. after dinner was like ard 9 plus.. den we sang songs.. den prepared our presentation with our grps for the next day.. it wasn't easy but i could see that everyone was like trying to keep awake to do it.. den abt 11:30pm we had supper den continued doing until abt 1:15am.. den hong ting asked everyone to go and sleep but den jie si, yu fei, mohli, jia qi, me and hong ting continued to do the presentation.. haiz.. i cried though.. stressed i guess.. Ht said i was.. but he said i did well for the camp.. thanks for ur encouragement.. Ben, thanks for the tissues and hong ting, thanks for comforting me and being understanding towards me at times.. jie si and yu fei do until sleep den mohli and hong ting on the Wii to play.. jia qi do until very tired and sleepy den she din want do already.. den mohli left and i was so sleepy so i played with hong ting for a while den i played with jia qi 2 games of mario kart den she played with hong ting cos i needed to continue with the presentation cos mine was set to be the first grp to do fellowship.. den at abt 3.15am jia qi left den left me and hong ting to do my grp's powerpoint..den i do until really want to sleep already.. so hong ting help me do the last few slides.. den we finish at abt 4 plus.. so i went back to sleep.. it was like quite dark and i was like a little scared.. 10th dec 2008-wednesday in the morning, we were suppose to wake up by 7.30 and have to clean to toilets.. but no one could wake up on time.. by the time everyone woke up it was like 8 already.. this was the first camp that everyone was so tired on the last night dat everyone wanted to sleep.. but the guys stayed up and play cards until 3 plus i think.. and the girls talk for dunno how long den slept.. so ended up no one woke up on time.. so we had QT on （防止绊倒，鼓励成长） den breakfast.. after that was my grp's fellowship on (homosexuals).. guo jing and woon liang lead the songs den hui qi and guo jing with ben's help lead the games.. den i did the presentation with hong ting's help.. it was quite scary but i think it turned out quite well.. it was lunch after that.. den it was jia qi's grp(banana) turn to present a fellowship on (网际网络） it was quite short.. but because there was no discussion.. but they did manage to bring out the points on it.. so i think it was also quite well done beside the discussion part.. but it was because of the time that their one ended early, we got longer time to play the mega games.. which was on the Wii.. and my group won!! haha. den we had the next fellowship by jie si's grp on (现今的诱惑） and they had a skit like jia qi's grp also.. but theirs was longer with different scenes.. and it was related to our daily life so i think it was good.. haha. we had discussion also.. den after that we went back to the house to pack before the closing.. this closing was really very touching and many of us cried.. i could see that many of us really did a lot for the camp and it was all for the lord.. God really helped us through the camp and all the problems that we face.. i was glad that many of us learnt a lot and that all the sessions did help us on fellowships.. i miss the camp and the time we had together.. i got to know more ppl through this camp and brought quite a few of us closer.. thanks for all the comments u all had for me.. it helped me a lot on how i should improve.. and i also want to thank the committee for letting me help out in part of the planning with jie si and i could see how i grow up in christ.. how i could learn to work with others.. EVERYONE, 辛苦了!!! but all our efforts turned out great and well.. ((: i'm sure the Lord see all that u all did.. some photos: (BIBLE GAMES)        songs:   (GAMES)     (Wii) Jie Rui n Guo Jing  (Wacko)  Wei Dao and Wen Liang    (oopps.. we broke two chairs becos' of this games..)   yao wei's session (drawing the 生命桥）..     (AMAZING RACE) final destination!! (= see.. everyone cracking their brain over the (hard) and (evil) sudoku..   my group's presentation time!! ahh!! (DOUBLE WACKO)      Jie si's Group presentation  SKIT     Last Day of camp...    this is a video that hong ting did for our camp.. |
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