Facade that seems real.
but not knowing what is beneath it,
http://endure-the-unseen.blogspot.com

Tears of frustration, she held within
So tied down, she's suffocating
The mask she wears to hide it all
Those suppressed hurts behind the wall

Too held up in things, the world passed
Oblivious to her hurts inside
One day, she finally gave up
Sink into despondency
Nobody cares, she's torn apart

She wanted to become a star
Shinning in the sky for others
Looking down from the sky
Looking back at all the past that happened
The tears she cried
The hidden feelings she's never shown

She wonders if there's really love
She wonders if she is worth being loved
She wonders if there will be a day where she can fall madly in love

Maybe its love
Only when there's forever


her story

Saturday, February 28, 2009! 11:43 PM
I know that I Suck..


I'm Sorry..


I din mean to screw up everything..


But I did..


I'm Sorry..

Sunday, February 22, 2009! 8:20 PM
i wrote a super long post on my other blog just now..
i really dunno why the wall falls when the image appears..
the strength that i used to block it is like nothing once it appears..
i really really really hate myself..

"i still love u.. but i'll let u be part of my memory since i cant forget u.."

Wednesday, February 18, 2009! 10:48 PM
Went out with Karen today.. haha long time never go out with her already.. since Tia's birthday party i think lol.. we went to E2max and bugis.. we walked from city hall to bugis cos din want waste mrt fare..lol.. and we managed to get there.. haha.. we din really know how to walk there actually.. just walked around hoping is the correct way.. i bought skinnies, bagpack and clothes today.. haha quite happy.. cos i wanted to buy a bag for poly since quite long ago.. Finally bought it TODAY!!! ((: Thanks Karen for going out buy things with me.. haha (=

"It's time for me to grow away from the scars I bleed."

Monday, February 16, 2009! 12:00 AM
Happy Birthday Jean! ((:
I dunno whether we'll get to talk or meet again but hope u'll always stay happy and all the best in JC..

Sunday, February 15, 2009! 12:06 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIN YU JIE JIE!!! (:


Saturday, February 14, 2009! 12:02 AM
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!! (=
i went to work today.. lol.. at vivo city.. tmr also have.. it was quite fun actually.. at the evening i mean.. before that it was super boring.. stand there and do nothing.. my leg hurts though.. but i got to know some ppl ((: Quite Fun.. haha
"I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you so I could drown you in them"

Thursday, February 12, 2009! 12:00 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA and JIE SI!!! (:

oh.. i got into TP... the course that i appealed for.. i dunno if it's a good thing.. see wad God has is the only thing i can do now i guess..

i dunno why i'm counting down to Valentines' day.. hmm.. it's not a very happy day for me but.. nvm :( ppl around me happy is good enough for me.. i think i should learn to make ppl around me happy instead of me making them worried for me.. through this long long break, i have been thinking alot.. i feel like going to some country to help the poor kids there.. i just feel like doing so.. dunno why.. lol =)

Monday, February 09, 2009! 1:42 PM
18 more minutes.. results after appealing..

5 more days to Valentines..

Isn't it Ironic?

We LOVE those who HURT us,
HURT those who LOVE us.

We IGNORE the ones who ADORE is,
ADORE the ones that IGNORE us.

"Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end"

Sunday, February 08, 2009! 9:26 PM
went to church today.. very little ppl during lesson.. but i lead for today.. hope din bored all of them.. lol

Appeal results out tmr..

Valentines' in 6 days..



"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved."

Friday, February 06, 2009! 3:48 PM
just came back from dental.. the dentist said hopefully by end of this year can remove the braces.. but i kidda dont really want to remove it.. cos i got used to it already.. haiz..

oh ya, karen called me.. lol.. this is so funny.. 2nd time.. see when will she call me again.. lol

"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does."

Thursday, February 05, 2009! 11:37 PM
I MISS SMSS ALOT..
staying at home is quite boring.. thinking back at the times we had lessons in sch.. eating in class and having fun together.. seems quite recent only.. but it's over.. i miss the teachers and some of my school/classmates.. now i know why seniors tell us to treasure our secondary school life.. cos is like the best out of all so far..
i want to go back to school one day..

Tuesday, February 03, 2009! 10:39 PM
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

8:40 PM
went out with xin yee today to find job at TM.. we asked around but they wanted full-time ppl.. so we end up watching The Wedding Game.. lol..

haiz.. the appeal is over.. i submitted the appeal already.. i very scared.. dunno whether i did the right thing.. i'll just pray and see what God has for me..

1:51 PM
How????? wad should i appeal for for my third choice???

Choice 1: Business/ Logistics & Operations Management/ Marketing (TP)
Choice 2: Business Management (NYP)
Choice 3: Retail Management (TP)

only left 2hrs plus.. how??

Monday, February 02, 2009! 6:03 PM
I want to forget you,
But I don't want to hate you.
Cos' i loved u with all i could..

12:36 AM
Lie to me and tell me everything's okay,
because soon there will come a day
when I wont be here for you to tell me
that when I'm with you, you're happy...

Sunday, February 01, 2009! 10:35 PM
Wad should i APPEAL for?? i dunno how leh.. i'm quite happy that i got into tp cos is nearer for me.. but not the course i wanted.. haix..

and..
Valentines Day is coming..
What should i Do? or What can i Do?

i know i shouldnt love you cos' i dont matter to you at all..
but what can i do?

girl living in her own world
Grace.T
September 14th 1992
Ex St.Margs girl
Graduated from Smps, Smss
Currently studying in Temasek Poly yr 3
BSG(Dip in Bus)!!! ❤ 3B12 (:
tse_1992@hotmail.com

A girl that is quite emotional! BEWARE!
moodswings!

God cos' he love her too!
Tied down to church on 021207

Music is what she loves

I just simply enjoy being a secondary school girl.
And yea, I'm eighteen.

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desires
- ♥ ___
- Find back myself
- Meet up with classmates!
- New school bag
- New wallet that can put pic
- iPod Touch
- 165cm tall!
- new shoes
- polaroid
- new clothes
- Contact lens!
- Watch movies
> When in Rome
> How to train your Dragon
> Date Night
> Valentine's day
> The Last Song
- Sony Cybershot T700
- Go out more with friends!
- plan 4e2 class reunion
- Go out with Jia qi when she's back
- Learn how to play guitar
- Get a new pencilcase
- Enjoy Poly life in TP (:
- Do well in poly and aim not to fail any subjects!
- Be loved, feel loved, to love
- Be nicer to everyone and myself


the best damn thing
4E2 (:
Alyssa Carissa Caroline Cherry Jasmine ❤ Karen ❤ Marion Oviyum Sandra Sasha Tia Yan ping

School Mates :D
Arlene Amanda Aretha Charite Elaine Genevive Gloria Iman (: Jean Julia (: Olivia Pei lin Priscilla Si min Tricia Vera

Church (=
Bkccy Hong ting Hui min❤ Hui qi Jia qi (: Jie rui Jie si Jun le Sock ling Vanessa Yi qi Hui min

❤ 1B12
Alstar Choon yip Kerine Melody Michelle Nabila Noreen Zhijun

(: 2B15
Winnie

Seniors in SMSS ((:
Ling Yogam

Smps Friends/Other Friends ((:
Audrey Austin Chris Hao ning Kimberly Nic tan Rebecca [: Vincent Xin yu Link

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