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http://endure-the-unseen.blogspot.com Tears of frustration, she held within So tied down, she's suffocating The mask she wears to hide it all Those suppressed hurts behind the wall Too held up in things, the world passed Oblivious to her hurts inside One day, she finally gave up Sink into despondency Nobody cares, she's torn apart She wanted to become a star Shinning in the sky for others Looking down from the sky Looking back at all the past that happened The tears she cried The hidden feelings she's never shown She wonders if there's really love She wonders if she is worth being loved She wonders if there will be a day where she can fall madly in love Maybe its love Only when there's forever her story Tuesday, March 31, 2009! "will my fairytale come true?" went back to smss today to collect o level cert with xin yee and julia supposingly.. but end up going with xin yee, julia, kim, steph woon, yi xia and hui yi.. reached sch at abt 3 plus.. oh i saw mr chan the moment i went to the canteen with xin yee.. i met up with xin yee at orchard first to get our poly ez-link card done.. oh we saw ms wee also.. and mr chua.. but din get to talk to them today.. cos some had cca photo taking i think.. oh den i saw alex, caroline, carissa and marion.. haha.. and hui ping and bernice.. den we left sch at abt 4.30pm den went to cine watch Hotel For Dogs.. quite a nice movie.. aft that we went to PS to eat den came home..  on the way back to sch..  at cine after watching movie.. "Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him" Sunday, March 29, 2009! but could feel the diff in jj today.. back to the normal jj.. haha.. he answered my questions when i asked him and jie rui.. and he seem awake.. though i think maybe he really want to be there.. but at least he bothers to talk today.. and hong ting talked a little to him too.. so i was quite happy abt that.. hope he'll at least be like that everyweek.. hope he wont just switch off at church.. but there's still smth else which is bothering me.. maybe i should really stop being too concerned abt wad others do.. haix.. maybe i shouldn't even exist.. "The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned" Saturday, March 28, 2009! I HATE U!!! I HATE MY LIFE!!! "tears are words the heart can't express" ytd was my last piano lesson with mrs lin.. din know wad that feeling was.. but nvm.. things do come to an end.. Are u avoiding me.. why? Wednesday, March 25, 2009! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOH LI!!! ((: THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!! MAY GOD BLESS U LOTS!!! Saturday, March 21, 2009! firstly, i think i should say SORRY to...(i guess u know who u are..) i din mean to say that everything was ur fault or even if u had the idea that it was.. it wasn't.. i know that u think we should talk to him as a group and not just u talking to him.. but u know that we're not close to him at all.. the closer friend that he might talk more to is u.. i'm not meaning anything else.. i am really very happy that u're still willing to talk to him when i asked u to even though i made u quite upset cos of the thing that happened quite long ago.. i know u dun have the obligation to talk to him or anything but u still trying to talk to him even though he black face u.. secondly, i PROMISE i'll never force/ask u to do anything u dun want to anymore.. u have ur own choice.. and i'll try my best to talk to him if i can.. cos like i said before, i'll do anything for him and if trying to talk to him can help, i guess i just have to try and not push everything to u anymore.. i guess u're also right that we should all do wad we can and i really hope we wont regret not doing anything and see him leaving like 2 weeks later.. So, I'M REALLY SORRY.. don't angry with me if u are k.. "Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met" Wednesday, March 18, 2009! i think i should learn to be happier everyday.. maybe i should think lesser but pray harder.. learn to be nicer to ppl around me and to be more POSITIVE!! lol.. Tuesday, March 17, 2009! You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. u can try it urself.. i think it's quite true though.. lol.. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx Sunday, March 15, 2009! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEROME!!! ((: Saturday, March 14, 2009! I bought my laptop today (: but something is wrong with it though i have no idea wad is it..tmr got to go back IT fair see wad's wrong with it.. quite sian lor.. but no choice.. but get to see someone though.. lol.. (dun ask me who.. i wont say.. haha) it's Fujitsu.. white colour one.. i do like it a lot (= just pray that i can get it done by tmr.. Friday, March 13, 2009! tmr going again get MY LAPTOP!!! yay!! hopefully can get it.. i dunno which colour to buy actually.. but the promoter was really nice.. so i decided to buy it.. haha.. and i am really happy today.. cos someone brightened up my day (: Wednesday, March 11, 2009! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNICE AND XUAN NING!!! (: Tuesday, March 10, 2009! B) Tag 7 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people. If your lover betrayed you, what would ur reaction be? cry.. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? to create dreams more dreams so that more can come true? What will your dream wedding be like? hmm.. this question needs an answer which is too long to type out. you will know if you are invited to my wedding which is several years away from now. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you? yes. What's your ideal lover like? someone that God chooses for me.. Do you have a person you wish you will be with now? maybe.. i'm not sure.. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? being loved.. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love? that's a qn that requires no answer If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do? hmm.. just let things remain like it is? as long as he's happy.. Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days? yes.. Is being tagged fun? depends. haha Who are currently the most important people to you? many What would u do for the person u love most? anything except things that harm him? Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor? anything and happy ((: Would you give all in a relationship? yes. If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick? hmm.. i think it'll never happen.. Describe an ideal date. ask me yourself. If given the chance to turn back time, will you? Maybe.. What is the last thing you would do before you die? it'll probably be done already. you're tagged! tag yourself. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLIVIA!!! (: Sunday, March 08, 2009! When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I miss you the most. Friday, March 06, 2009! we watched he's just not that into you.. lol.. it was quite a nice movie.. den we went and walk ard at PS.. but there nothing much so went to Wisma while walking xin yee to work at Taka.. me and karen bought clothes at Max and More.. quite happy after buying.. hmm.. i guess today was not bad.. at least i felt happier today... Monday, March 02, 2009! WHY IS EVERYONE BECOMING LIKE THIS??? WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING TO HELP??? "Dying seems less sad than having lived" |
girl living in her own world Grace.T September 14th 1992 Ex St.Margs girl Graduated from Smps, Smss Currently studying in Temasek Poly yr 3 BSG(Dip in Bus)!!! ❤ 3B12 (: tse_1992@hotmail.com A girl that is quite emotional! BEWARE! moodswings! ♥ God cos' he love her too! Tied down to church on 021207 Music is what she loves I just simply enjoy being a secondary school girl. And yea, I'm eighteen. You can bold ; italic ; underline & desires - ♥ ___ - Find back myself - Meet up with classmates! - - New wallet that can put pic - iPod Touch - 165cm tall! - new shoes - polaroid - new clothes - - Watch movies > > > > > The Last Song - Sony Cybershot T700 - Go out more with friends! - plan 4e2 class reunion - Go out with Jia qi when she's back - Learn how to play guitar - Get a new pencilcase - Enjoy Poly life in TP (: - Do well in poly and aim not to fail any subjects! - Be loved, feel loved, to love - Be nicer to everyone and myself the best damn thing 4E2 (: Alyssa Carissa Caroline Cherry Jasmine ❤ Karen ❤ Marion Oviyum Sandra Sasha Tia Yan ping School Mates :D Arlene Amanda Aretha Charite Elaine Genevive Gloria Iman (: Jean Julia (: Olivia Pei lin Priscilla Si min Tricia Vera Church (= Bkccy Hong ting Hui min❤ Hui qi Jia qi (: Jie rui Jie si Jun le Sock ling Vanessa Yi qi Hui min ❤ 1B12 Alstar Choon yip Kerine Melody Michelle Nabila Noreen Zhijun (: 2B15 Winnie Seniors in SMSS ((: Ling Yogam Smps Friends/Other Friends ((: Audrey Austin Chris Hao ning Kimberly Nic tan Rebecca [: Vincent Xin yu Link leave a note archives May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 May 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 January 2012 March 2012 credits designer 1 2 3 icons: i forgot. tell me if you know [: |