In our lives, many things happen.. do they happen for a reason i'm not sure.

only God knows.. it's through all these things and people that makes us grow stronger, mature and think more abt life. why are we even here in the first place? hmm.. for christians i guess we all know that God has a plan for each and everyone of us.. he has a purpose for us being here.. is just whether we've found it or not..

In my life, i've met many people that have brought alot of happiness and uncountable sadness to me.. like when they just enter ur life without ur approval, without u knowing.. they're just there..

u wouldnt know their existance until they cause or made an impact in ur life. some are just too nice for u to forget, but some, u just cant forget. no matter wad u do, they'll just remain in ur life.. they may not even know that u exist, they may not feel ur presence, one day everyone will be gone, who knows who will rmb u?

the pain, cuts, aches, breakdown, tears, sorrow and all.. no one see them. they're all hidden behind the mask.. the fake us.. the one that we use to hide our inner feelings, true feelings. it's only than will we know who we really are.. it tells us how strong we can be.. we all need people that bring us down so as to allow us to mature.. to learn how to be strong and stand up on our own.

cos life is like a storm.. it's only after it can we see the rainbow and sun.. so we have to learn to endure through the storm to hope for a better tmr (: knowing that God will always be there no matter wad happens. he'll always be there to carry us through difficult times in our lives..

I'm not sure if i can live life positively.. cos many a times things happen and it really kills sometimes.. even when u know that u shouldn't let it kill u.. sometimes, life really seem like there's just no way out for us.. it's the end.. but at that point, i guess we can only rely on God.. he'll lead us and guide us out of the darkness to see the truth and light..