i read this from someone' s blog, and it really seemed so true, that i've been losing faith in God sometimes, that i wonder why am i even going to church for.. i've not been doing quiet time for quite some time already.. and when i see my sister doing it, i'll be wondering to myself, Grace, wad are u doing? why are u losing control of wad u should be doing? God should always be ur first priority, not other things.. and until i'm sure of wad God wants for me, i'll stop planning and live life the way God wants me to.. to be happier, much more than wad i am feeling right now.. I'll learn to start from the beginning, to do quiet time everyday if i can, to not tell myself that cos' i'm tired or lazy, cos i think it's only dat time that God really speak to us.. and it's only than that i can find comfort in (: and to let God be the one that guide and lead me in all that i do.. learning to live the life that God wants.. the life that i can show people how by having God can cause a change me, in each and everyone of us..