anw, some pictures of our first and second formal presentation (:

class photo (:

POM formal presentation.. kind of scared but it was okay haha..

michelle (:

haha xin yi (:

rui shan (:

nabila (=

Cammie :) Happy belated birthday!

trena (:

zhi jun (:

shi ying (=

michelle (:

melody :)

si min :)

i'm sorry if i seem to get pissed more easily nowadays,
i'm sorry if i did say anything that hurt anyone of u,
i'm sorry that i don't seem as nice as i am.

recently, i know that a few of my poly friends think that i've changed.. and some of my church friends also think so.. maybe i am changing a little, unknowingly, i'll try to find back my old self..

there seem to be this empty feeling inside me,
i don't know why,
maybe it's part of growing up,
learning to let go of some things in order to gain some.

feeling lonely and down at times,
feel like crying all out but somehow just can't.

can i find back my old self?

went to church today.. but din haf lesson cos xihua din come, jj also din come, jiaqi went to her dad's class so like only left me and jr.. so in the end discussed with ml and ht abt the end of yr youth camp..

came up with somethings.. but need more.. and there's like no time already!! how? omg..

and after church, meet up with jia wen, daryl and james to study lol.. they all really funny one.. but today ppl keep tricking and lying to me :( so bad.. oh, we saw cs1 teacher.. she sat beside us.. den we were eating ice-cream lol.. after that went inside found a table den sat there started studying.. but not really also.. like cannot concentrate :( but kind of fun la lol.. and saw ben also lol.. he was outside.. den wave but din see so he called me lol.. kind of hmm..regretted? lol.. idk..

den abt 8 plus "finish" studying den went to arcade lol! they played a while den left.. took bus back with james.. did talk to him a little abt religion stuff and other stuff.. maybe he'll come for youth camp haha.. hopefully.. can get more ppl along den more ppl will come to know God! (: which is good haha..

but now, cs1 is "stressing" me.. idk wad to say.. nervous a little..
but i feel quite happy today.. idk why.. maybe is just how God put little things around in life to make it more colourful (:

BA lecture today was quite confusing but i think is cos i too long din do poa already.. need start revising liao lol.. pom was okay.. had pom discussion during break but manage to come up with some ideas for cs1 instead LOL.. like the online survey monkey thing.. den pom was okay like normal.. but today like more fun idk why lol.. maybe cos had discussion den got talk with my grp ppl.. so not so weird now lol.. csa lecture was like idk wad haha.. it was super relaxing.. like everyone never listen to wad the lecturer was talking or showing on the video.. den just did the quiz den ppl left.. like so bad.. but hmm i can't say much.. at least i din leave lol..

wanted to blog ytd but was too tired.. and was suppose to do pom tutorial but din lol..
ytd when i reached sch rui shan told me michelle was feeling unwell den she look super pale la.. ask her go home also dun want.. wanted buy medicine for her but was quite ex.. but lucky trena's friend haf.. so after comm skills she felt a bit better.. which was good la.. not used to the not high michelle lol.. den after that we had csa, suppose start working on our project :( after csa, went for dinner with rui shan, michelle, melody, kerine, daryl, choon yip, jia wen, james, ee cheng and jordan.. den melody and rui shan dunno why can just high one.. when eating that time also.. they make me laugh until stomach pain that kind lol.. but sadly kerine was quite sad ytd.. den we tried to make her happier by having melody and rui shan entertain her lol..

den after that abt 6 plus 7 melody and kerine left.. den the rest of us din want go back yet.. so we went to somewhere near the sports hall there to sit and slack lol.. den michelle did funny things.. some ppl also make michelle sad.. but after that i think she okay alr..

today din do much, had lessons like usual.. ba was kind of not easy to understand.. it's a little confusing.. have to start reading up and revising alr.. den pom.. she gave us back our mid- sem paper.. den like i din do well although all passed.. kind of sad to see all of the other girls in my clique all do like much better than me :( haix i guess i need to really work much harder now.. cannot slack alr.. and projects are all due soon.. i think maybe i got the lowest in class for pom :(:(:(:( there's piano tmr.. wonder how it'll go..

i think maybe i'm starting to like u, but i dun know whether i should.. michelle did alot trying to give opportunity to us.. but will things work out for us?