hmm today was kind of the worst and best birthday that i ever had (:
worst was ytd night, talking with someone, okay maybe more than someone but hmm talk until quite idk how to say.. only the person i talked to will understand wad i'm saying.. den was like really sad la, plus, this morning i woke up cos dad called at abt 8 liddat, ask me to wake up change and accompany mum to go hospital, i was like omg wad happened? cos' ytd night mum said she wasn't feeling well, and i thought it was smth minor so din really think much abt it.. and went out with the rest of them..

den hmm went with mum to SGH, reached abt 9 smth but waited quite long to see doctor.. like follow the nurses around see where to scan, x-ray and all.. den dad only came at like 12 smth.. before that i was like damn scared dunno wad will happen.. like why suddenly so serious, den she in pain.. but i can't do anything.. hmm.. den after that, doctor checked and all.. said it was appendix pain or smth.. need operate :( but like quite late den can operate.. plus i din work for that day, din do sales yet.. so told dad den he say okay go home first.. den left there at abt hmm 2 plus 3.. reached home abt hmm 3 smth.. mum's operation was at abt hmm 7 plus i think.. but dad din get to see her.. maybe tmr will go see how she is.. oh and i really want to thank all the church ppl for all their prayers (: