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http://endure-the-unseen.blogspot.com Tears of frustration, she held within So tied down, she's suffocating The mask she wears to hide it all Those suppressed hurts behind the wall Too held up in things, the world passed Oblivious to her hurts inside One day, she finally gave up Sink into despondency Nobody cares, she's torn apart She wanted to become a star Shinning in the sky for others Looking down from the sky Looking back at all the past that happened The tears she cried The hidden feelings she's never shown She wonders if there's really love She wonders if she is worth being loved She wonders if there will be a day where she can fall madly in love Maybe its love Only when there's forever her story Sunday, September 27, 2009! den went to church at abt hmm 3 smth, lead songs for fellowship today, den after that had fellowship den abt 6 plus dad came fetch us, went to TM to meet michelle first, den daryl, james and nicholas.. went to CS foodcourt eat, but okay i din eat.. was still a bit full and din really feel hungry so din eat.. den after that went with them to arcade, kind of emo-ed a little, so went outside the lift there sat there alone, i think they din realise i was gone.. den hmm, michelle came out cos she realised i disappeared lol.. den she talked to me, told me that if i want just cry, and i did, cried quite a lot, but is still much lesser than the other day.. hmm she talked to me abt stuff, told me to treasure myself and not do things to worry ppl anymore.. she told me quite alot, den i just like din really talk but just cry, and i know daryl and nicholas saw, but i'm okay (: and i'll be okay soon.. i'll get over it and move on (: won't make u all worry already.. just need some time k? michelle left after talking to me, den i went back to CS and talked to nic.. i think after talking to him i feel better, though maybe michelle and daryl think i shouldn't.. talked quite a little, decided that i'll get over soon and though it's not easy, but i know i have to and i will.. Nic, i think u know how i feel now and all, but i'll be okay soon (: i promise.. and JULIA, thanks for skyping with me like almost every night, talking to me, playing guitar and all.. really thanks (: though i'm still sad now, but i know that soon i'll be okay (: and i want stay over at ur house soon k? (: den we can talk and watch movie and all.. den maybe i won't think so much lol.. KAREN, thanks for all that u've said and told me, i know wad u mean and even though u like quite busy no time talk to me, but i know u care also.. so thanks lots (: go out when u're back.. Michelle, thanks for the hug the other day and thanks for all the things u've told me, i know i make u all worry alot, but i just need time, i promise won't do anything that will hurt myself anymore k? Daryl, i'm sorry if i'm making u pissed or worry alot also, i'll be okay soon (: i promise.. soon the happy grace that u see in school will be back (: Xi hua, thanks for all that u've told me, i know that i will survive through this, i know that i cried alot and though ppl keep saying not worth crying but hmm, i think it's okay, crying over this is normal, is like if i don't den like something's wrong right lol.. and it's not if worth it or not, cos' i think u know wad i'm trying to say right lol.. if u don't can ask me urself k? haha.. oh Hui Min and Hui Ping, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (: stay happy and pretty! :) |
girl living in her own world Grace.T September 14th 1992 Ex St.Margs girl Graduated from Smps, Smss Currently studying in Temasek Poly yr 3 BSG(Dip in Bus)!!! ❤ 3B12 (: tse_1992@hotmail.com A girl that is quite emotional! BEWARE! moodswings! ♥ God cos' he love her too! Tied down to church on 021207 Music is what she loves I just simply enjoy being a secondary school girl. And yea, I'm eighteen. You can bold ; italic ; underline & desires - ♥ ___ - Find back myself - Meet up with classmates! - - New wallet that can put pic - iPod Touch - 165cm tall! - new shoes - polaroid - new clothes - - Watch movies > > > > > The Last Song - Sony Cybershot T700 - Go out more with friends! - plan 4e2 class reunion - Go out with Jia qi when she's back - Learn how to play guitar - Get a new pencilcase - Enjoy Poly life in TP (: - Do well in poly and aim not to fail any subjects! - Be loved, feel loved, to love - Be nicer to everyone and myself the best damn thing 4E2 (: Alyssa Carissa Caroline Cherry Jasmine ❤ Karen ❤ Marion Oviyum Sandra Sasha Tia Yan ping School Mates :D Arlene Amanda Aretha Charite Elaine Genevive Gloria Iman (: Jean Julia (: Olivia Pei lin Priscilla Si min Tricia Vera Church (= Bkccy Hong ting Hui min❤ Hui qi Jia qi (: Jie rui Jie si Jun le Sock ling Vanessa Yi qi Hui min ❤ 1B12 Alstar Choon yip Kerine Melody Michelle Nabila Noreen Zhijun (: 2B15 Winnie Seniors in SMSS ((: Ling Yogam Smps Friends/Other Friends ((: Audrey Austin Chris Hao ning Kimberly Nic tan Rebecca [: Vincent Xin yu Link leave a note archives May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 May 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 January 2012 March 2012 credits designer 1 2 3 icons: i forgot. tell me if you know [: |