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http://endure-the-unseen.blogspot.com Tears of frustration, she held within So tied down, she's suffocating The mask she wears to hide it all Those suppressed hurts behind the wall Too held up in things, the world passed Oblivious to her hurts inside One day, she finally gave up Sink into despondency Nobody cares, she's torn apart She wanted to become a star Shinning in the sky for others Looking down from the sky Looking back at all the past that happened The tears she cried The hidden feelings she's never shown She wonders if there's really love She wonders if she is worth being loved She wonders if there will be a day where she can fall madly in love Maybe its love Only when there's forever her story Friday, April 30, 2010! ytd had cds and business finance lecture, was a long day, lesson from 2-6 plus.. but was quite okay, socio was quite interesting, had discussion and all, jap was quite fun too, but i think i really need to learn and read more if not wont know what teacher's asking me when he speaks in jap :/ finance is not easy, had tutorial today too. i think the teacher is good, though like abit strict, but what he teaches us is like really, how to apply and understand it. anw, TGIF! :) weekends! but need start research for jap presentation and a bit for HR mgt. Thursday, April 29, 2010! Idk if you still read my blog but really hope you're doing okay in boston! study hard! :) see you soon ya? I MISS YOU! lots :( will blog about ytd's stuff tmr.. time to sleep now lol Monday, April 26, 2010!  2B15 :)) Oh ya, business day last friday was quite enjoyable. though there were very few people from my class that went, but we had fun. Cos of blossom and iron man, we got 2nd place of the 8 classes that were there! (:  MBS lab today was quite okay, boring when teacher was going through tutorial but was a little better after that when we got to do stuff on the com with some Alice thing.. Had a little small class bonding after MBS lab. Had lunch at T1 manpuku with some classmates, was fun eating together & laughing at jokes by erika and some of the rest :) walked around T1 and TM after eating den came home cos some of them need go back school for CDS. Sunday, April 25, 2010! Had fellowship ytd, was a sharing session about what we've learnt so far for the past 4 months and talked a bit about our resolutions whether we're still following it. it's nice hearing from the younger ones about what they've learnt from our sessions and all :) oh and ytd night's session was quite enjoyable too. though most of us dont really know who the singer was, but the songs and her testimonal was quite an encouragement to us i hope. Had service as usual today, sunday school lesson too, but i think today i didn't really talk much, which kind of feels weird for me and i think teacher also think got something wrong. but idk why also. maybe cos feeling quite tired these few days. rehearsal after lesson, everything seem to be going quite smoothly. like more or less there. and finally confirmed going for camp. hope that nothing will stop us all from going for camp. cos jiesi jierui hongting xihua weidao guojing jerome they all also going. like after sooo long since we're all going for camp together. only junjia can't. After rehearsal went to restaurant to celebrate ah ma's 80th birthday. most of my relatives went, only some didn't. maybe they too busy or smth. was quite fun, sang birthday song, met up with cousins :) anw, 3 hrs of MBS lab lesson tmr. first tutorial with new classmates, hope we'll have fun :) Tuesday, April 20, 2010! had HR mgt lecture at 2pm, met xin yi, nabila and ruishan at 1 plus. lecture lasted 2 hours cos CM came in and talk. but anw there's only 4 lectures for this module, so should be quite okay, but it means more tutorials. had APEL today also, my class CP looks strict and serious, maybe cos last time see him was during pom lecture but just now in class he seems quite okay, he tried to get us to know more about one another. was a little awkward cos first day together, maybe next week will be better :) new classmates, a whole new semester and new year. looking forward. my class got alot of girls though lol.. Jap lecture tmr at 9am :( MBS lec at 12pm. what should i do after that? Monday, April 19, 2010! Saturday, April 17, 2010! 好像你的呼吸 還在耳邊溫熱 隱瞞 我的心 還在期待著什麽 眼淚 涼了 碎了 蒸發了 任由愛搖擺著天秤 太容易亂了自己 放不下你 壞了生活 我故意視而不見 任由愛深刻你表情 埋葬所有情話和你的溫度 我承認了 你還是我唯一的心事 一遍遍 重播著 那首你愛唱的歌 好像你的呼吸 還在耳邊溫熱 隱瞞 我的心 還在期待著什麽 眼淚 涼了 碎了 蒸發了 任由愛搖擺著天秤 太容易亂了自己 放不下你 壞了生活 我故意視而不見 任由愛深刻你表情 埋葬所有情話和你的溫度 我承認了 你還是我唯一的心事 偷偷的 我還是會 想聽見你的一切 誰說的 眼看不見 就能忘記了 任由愛搖擺著天秤 太容易亂了自己 放不下你 壞了生活 我故意視而不見 任由愛深刻你表情 埋葬所有情話和你的溫度 我承認了 你還是我唯一的心事 你還是我唯一的心事 Tuesday, April 13, 2010! Went to uncle and aunty's place ytd with xh, js, jj and jr for lunch cos aunty wanted to cook for us, though idk why lol. but it was nice :) enjoyed our lunch and talk with aunty and uncle. stayed there for about half a day den at night met the guys for dinner and movie at ehub (: plus a little bit of arcade lol. Watched Date Night. was quite funny. din meet them for quite a while already. been at least a month since i last went out with them. should be the last time since school start i guess :/ hopefully even after start school can still hang out together.  This week like nothing much to do (actually there is quite a bit, but just no mood do), a bit bored at home :( suppose meet jiayi tmr but like a bit late so not sure if can. wanted meet sandra today since not going yufei there but she say end school late so can't :( anw kind of feel quite down and upset these few days. somehow having doubts about my relationship with God also. i know i shouldn't but i can't really seem to feel him with me nowadays. i feel like i'm alone even when i talk to him. Tuesday, April 06, 2010! Suppose to meet jiayi ytd but hmm apparently she didn't msg me so stayed home the whole day :/ but finished watching down with love lol. Went out with hui ping today. she wanted buy clothes for school. went bugis shop a little. i think i bought more than her lol :X and finally bought the cotton on shorts which is like alot cheaper now! :) haha Went to PS watched How To Train Your Dragon. she didn't want watch cos she said she didn't like cartoon but in the end she enjoyed it and she say she likes cartoon now lol. funny.  meeting zhixuan tmr for fellowship stuff and weidao on thursday. plus piano :/ hope i'll be able to finish everything today. Saturday, April 03, 2010! Wei dao, Jerome, Guo jing and Zhi xuan baptised. JJ's grandma and her sister also. Yu feng also. Congrats to all of them! :) Hope they'll lead a new life in this big family of Christ. Met up with weidao and zhi xuan ytd at church for fellowship discussion and it went well :) got to know a bit more about them and i think they know alot more about us now.. which might be both good and bad lol. but through this few weeks of rehearsal for today's performance i think it kind of brought all of us closer. and plus went out last sat night. hopefully we'll all be able to go for church camp in june. Today's performance went well too! :) the sermon was great and really made me reflect on my life as a christian. how well have i been living for God. after sermon ended alot of the adults came to us and told us that today's performance was very good and that i really touched many of them. i think it's like one of our best performance despite so few of us singing. Great job to all the youths that sang! ((: |
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